I'm so tired, running for miles it seems, but pausing for rest, only to realize I'm in the same place at a different time. Is this what opportunity looks like? Will I wake up one day surrounded by silk or just a pillow fill of tears? I have no time for self pity as the… Continue reading Running…
I used to be in a place, cold and darkWith no where, it seemed, to turnThe pressure inside my ears and chestFrom words dying to be heardWas often silencedBy the tears, and the fearOf hurting othersAlthough I felt it was them, who first hurt me.Still I caredMy stone faced silence turned to angerWhich soon found… Continue reading UnSuppressed Freedom of text
Although I want you here and nowI do not dare to break the vowI madeSo long agoA commitment to meAnd also to HeThat's when it became a "We" kind of thingThat was before I met youAnd now, as I reminisce on the times gone byThose joyous occasions Turned to laughs done dryTears in my eyes, and worry in… Continue reading L.U.S.T.
These feelings I have I cant ignore em But still I store emAnd act on em just a lil bitBut if I really acted out the thoughtsThat I be thinkin in my headWould it really be that bad?Would some people treat me weird?(Probably)But thats a good wayTo sort out fiction from the truthWhen all is… Continue reading #ImJustSayin
"Conscience makes cowards of us all" - HamletI am jealous. Yes, I will admit it. So what? I don't like to share, which is funny, because people have to share me. I often spread myself thin.I am angry.You try not to let it get the best of you, but I know you can feel me… Continue reading Talking to Myself
When I close my eyes, I get lost in the thoughts... Of you, and of I, but mostly about usWas it really love, or unavoidable circumstance? Either way, you and IYes WE both took that chanceCarelessly of courseWhich was unbeknownst to usStill we took our shot at tryingTo be young mature adultsAnd then it happenedThe… Continue reading Rebound Reflections
Family is importantBut so are boundariesAnd it astounds meThat I didn’t see it as clearly years agoAs I do todayI guess it’s a small victory in lifeThat I have yet to applyI guess that’s why sometimes I cryWhen they’re smiling in the pretty pictures on FacebookAll dolled up in their prom dresses and suitsJust like… Continue reading Family Boundaries
Changing faces from all the niggas I datedDamn I hate it but such is lifeI wanna be faithfulHe says I'm ungrateful and rudeThat's not the caseI'm just blunt with the truthBut what everI'm not stressing over bullshit reactionsLife's distractions are only what you let them beMe, I have an issue with guysNo ones rightThey all… Continue reading 8-27-09
I love you, I love you, I love youI hear myself say it all the timeBut am I really speaking the truthOr just repeating the same old liePouring out of my mouthInto the cup that is their heartThe sweet taste of the melodic wordsTo me it has become an artSo tell me since I lie… Continue reading *Untitled*
My heart aches cuz im not there with you. My lips are burning, its been so long since I`ve kissed you. Remember your face when I seen you on my last day. Now im sittin here cryin and listening to Yesterday. "Its so hard" cuz the memories of you and me, I see `em so… Continue reading I Miss You
You broke my heart about a thousand timesBaby are you still not satisfied?You say you love me to deathBut are you willing to stress me till I dieFrom a broken heart thatYou could've mended long agoBut I was just ya arm pieceYa shorty just for showSomething that you thought would always be thereYou disregarded my… Continue reading The End
I have no where to goNothing to showIm hangin at the end of my ropeBut new days keep cominIm not frontinI kno Im stressinMadd lies goin roundBut in the endIt dont matter who said itOr if its trueIm on my grindDoin what I gotta doAnd now what?No roof, no guapDAMN I feel stuckI swear to… Continue reading F.T.S.
I am a person that truly believes that everything happens for a reason, so let this be a lesson unto me, that whosoever be a burden or cause havoc in my life, I shall not curse them, for they are the ones that I shall thank for making me strong enough to receive my blessing....
I feel like my life is in total and complete shambles...I feel like I have no one to turn to that will hold me close and tell me that everything is gonna be okay.I feel like I have no shoulder to break down and cry onSo I just bow my head in shame while the… Continue reading …shambles…
Cry, Cry, Cry, Cry, Cry...Its the story of my life.I'm such an emotional girlHere it comes againMy chest feels tight.... ***just wait******okay continue***I feel neglectedMy heart has such a yearningLike nobody really caresI want the love I never hadHold on my eyes are burning ***just wait******okay continue***Secret thoughts behind closed eyesMemories I'll never forgetHugs and… Continue reading Didn’t Almost Not